Impressive Art men perhaps you are really good.can you share me a little of your talent haha. I saw the last part of your post, I'll take this chance by the way to say just continue to fight in this life, everybody has something that makes us anxious.always have a cheerful heart just like what the bible says.

A cheerful heart is good medicine,but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.

Proverbs 17:22(NIV)