How did it happen
How did my favorite things about you become what I despise most
How did the things that pulled me to you turn to chase me away
How did I become tired of you
How did my heart stop skipping at the sight of you
How did your presence fuel my heart with anger instead of peace
How did I become fed up of hearing your problems
When I used to look forward to listening with keen interest and eager to help out
How did I become comfortable with feeling nothing for u
I look at you showing me love
I look at you so happy to see me but I'm unable to reciprocate
and I fake a smile so u won't know something's wrong
I hear u proclaim your love for me but I can't say anything,I just listen and smile
I watch you do the things I used to do like text first all the time
I want to watch u hurt like you used to hurt me
I want to be a sadist
I want to see you cry like I used to
I want your heart to be in pain like u used to make mine
This time I care about nothing
I don't care about you anymore
Ama take care of me and let u believe what ever you want to
Ama put my needs first before yours
I'm going to stop thinking about you and let things fall into place like it's supposed to
I'm done being soft hearted
I'm going to continue making you feel I love you
Till you realize too late that I'm no more yours for now
I'll nurture my broken heart while you swim in the fable of our love.
