Have you ever been in a position where you know things are not working well, and you have been told severally that you have the potentials ?
Yet results are not showing forth.....
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Somehow you just don't care, it feels like the whole process of life should just shut down and come to an end
What could be responsible for this? is this a disease or a syndrome? is it normal to feel this way?
Could this be as a result of societal pressures? family issues? peer pressure? past failures? Frustrations? or fear of failure ?
Whenever we find ourselves in such situations, the will to continue or pick up a new process or task disappears, nothing seems to work, life seems unfair, we tend not to fit it in anything and rather prefer to be in a shadow of one's self, and the scary part is you don't care!
most times I get submerged in thought whenever I think of these things and before I know it,valuable time would have been spent ruminating in thoughts
Not like I'm not aware...
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You just feel like you don't care anymore. You feel like shutting down, letting it all out and ending the process of life, or should I say "giving up on life", No!
Yet we have to live life, enjoy the pleasures of it, and one day sit back and tell our story, but what happens when you don't get to live or enjoy the pleasures of life?
This is a dangerous place to be, having a life like an illusion...... A mirage!.
Save me from myself....is this a disease, a syndrome, laziness or nonchalance?
A cry for help!