Under Construction Plan B: I thought We Can do It but I'm Wrong.
Last Tuesday together with my mother and sister we decided to visit again our new house soon located in Poo far away from our current home and it’s even more countryside, but the reason behind our decision last Tuesday is because of my father’s irresponsibility.
But before anything else let me share a little bit of our current situation right now and that is my grandmother’s request that we have to leave now this house as soon as possible because my father’s sister who is now in Bahrain has plan to demolish the entire house and renovate it so that’s why we we’re told to do so.
Look at the good side of our current situation, I have the money now for the materials in building our comfort room and the remaining lacking in our house is the kitchen side, I don’t know what comes to the mind of my father he is always grumbling saying bad things and trying to blame us for not extending our help in building our comfort room, I’m sharing this not to degrade my father but rather express this feeling that I don’t understand anymore.
Tuesday morning, we decided to prepare all necessary things and leave the house and go to our new house in Poo and there we found peace what we did there is that my mother and we tried to dug up the soil that was too hard for our strength as women I got tired just for how many minutes and decided to end it there and we decided to asked for help from my mother’s family and even posted in Facebook saying I was looking for someone who can dig the soil for our comfort so that we can start the construction as soon as possible.
Upon arriving, we tried give our best shot but all we acquire was a large drip of sweat, indeed the soil was super hard and that only man's strength could do this job, yeah but how? If my father won't who else would be right?
I have felt the heavy heart of my mother, we asked for help but as of now we don't get answers, never mind, maybe this is not yet the right time for us. May it take a while but the only thing I can do right now is surrender this situation to God Almighty who knows everything that is happening in our life right now. In His time, it will be our home sweet home, can't wait for that moment in my life, this place is even better rather than this current house we're living.
No words can express how frustrated I am in our current situation right now, I can't imagine my father being irresponsible knowing that he is the foundation of this so-called family haysss.
Let me know what can you say guys in our current situation in the comment section. Thank you!!