This year I have found myself feeling lost, lost in my future career path and lost within myself. While this year has been filled with an abundance of love and laughter I would catch myself upset and frustrated more often. Maybe its because my studies are nearing the end and I'm unsure what I want to do with the rest of my life, I remember in high school the fear that consumed everyone with what subjects they needed to take to study what they needed to study to get their dream job. I don't remember having those fears myself, maybe mine just came in a couple years late.
These fears left me feeling unmotivated and my lack of motivation would leave me frustrated and depressed. The cycle is vicious and can be so difficult to climb out of the hole you have dug yourself. Today is the day I start climbing out, fingernail by fingernail.
This platform is going to keep myself accountable to my actions and emotions, its going to be my small space on the internet to have a voice and speak freely.
Here's to day one....
