I was aiming for this moment a week ago, had alot to share pouring out, that moment when you have aimed for something for so long and at the end of the day alot of things couldn't just have made me to settle in am hoping it's not yet over if it is, then , we move to the next power up day.
I know the time factor is here and am calculating alot and setting alot in motion all at the moment.
THE POWER UP DAY IS SOMETHING I WANTED LONG TIME AGO TO PARTICIPATE IN AND NOW IT'S HERE I JUST FELT IT FOR A MOMENT SLEEP THROUGH MY FINGERS
How did that happen; I was on transit althrough this first day of the month being busy for everything and all I could get then I couldn't just get it all together at once that same period.
YOU KNOW THE FEELING WHEN YOU SET OUT FOR A DAY PLANNED TO DO THIS AND THIS AND THEN WHEN YOU FIX YOUR SELF IN NOTHING PULLS OUT THROUGH FOR YOU.
so that kind of feeling was what I had and I almost threw in a white towel but I had to savage whatever courage left off me and continue.
SOMETIME THINGS HIT YOU WHERE YOU DON'T EXPECT IT TO,
AT THE MOMENT IT DID FOR ME , AND I HONESTLY TRIED TO SALVAGE WHATEVER COURAGE I had to, in the process letting PUD SLIP OFF ME , BUT I ASSURE YOU IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
