Life As I know It

My birthday is fast approaching, I'll be 29 soon enough; and this is my pre-birthday drama. Haha

It's so pretentious of me to think so much of life when I didn't even finished the calendar numbers haha but, if you have read my previous blog, you won't be surprised.

😬Few days ago, I attended a public hearing, a municipal meeting in regards to African Swine Fever or ASF. The affected area is just 3 towns away and it's threatening our major livelihood.

If you haven't heard of my Sweeney and Brenda, they're my breeders and they're not cheap. They require so much attention, housing, water, light and money for food. Of course, it's inevitable to feel disheartened and a little bit worried (not to ASF but to government that could play this out just to profit; thinking too much, yeah😔).

Can you imagine the lose I'm foreseeing? If you're in livestock business, you'll relate.

😬Another thing is, my driver's license will expire on my birthday. I'm so pressured to renew (money issue again) for they keep saying I'll be back to only student permit certificate if I'll renew when it's already expired. I should process it before my birthday and I can't help thinking so much about it. Haha Being back to student permit is not an option, it cost so much but if I'll renew, it will be 10 years valid, hopefully it's true.

😬My sister's graduation in college is on July 7 and so my my eldest niece's graduation in preschool. I am not into celebration as for transportation alone, I literally need to budget for gas. It's quite far.Haha

😬And school end means Marcheto,one of the young people at church I'm kind of supporting will stay at our house for he needs to do a project for me, fencing for my native chickens, coming native pigs and turkeys. It's additional expense on food and of course, his wage. Uh oh! Haha

More money-related problem are our electric bill, my GcashLoan, CoopLoan, and SPayLater. HAHA

So yeah, tell me I should do the inhale and exhale. I did and still do. I'm trying to distract myself actually by watching reality show and currently, it's Gentleman's League on Netflix.

ADULTING. I've been adulting even when I was so young and yet, I can't get use to this. Haha Maybe this is the reason why people resort to alcohol, they don't want to be sober and deal with all of this.

Anyway, I'm pretty much arrogant so yeah, dealing with this with all sobriety I could have.

Dealt with drizzle/rain this morning. Hopefully, I won't get sick.

⏩Life is tough, as I know it; It will get harder and harder and you and me just need to get stronger and stronger everyday.⏪

Let me insert this.😌
We're literally weak, our strength deteriorates and also our willpower but you know, being Christian helps. Again, and again, this may sound myth to you but this helps. It helps me and so is to everyone I know who shares same faith. Jesus Christ is sure alive to us and the more we acknowledge His power, He amazes us.

Livestocks, finance, health, safety?
It is no use worrying about it too much. We're doing our best and let's leave it to the sovereign God who cares and sustains.💯

Life as I know it is random; we'll never know or see the big picture.