You do not need to thank me for anything - and for now, take the time you need to just process. Do not worry about your own aspirations and ventures for a little bit. Give yourself a ittle time to catch your breath. You need it - trust me.

We were also left with many "should haves and what ifs" - but you simply must not do that to yourself - as hard as it may be some days.

There was a poem which one of my brothers read at my moms memorial... I would like to share it with you! xxx

You were not meant to save me
I wasn’t meant to stay
So please stop blaming yourself
Since I have gone away
My time on Earth was over
There’s something you should know
My soul had reached its Growth there
It was my time to go
Don’t cry for all the Could Have’s
The What If’s and If Only
Let go of all the guilt you hold
Then you won’t feel so lonely
I Graduated life there
And into Heaven’s light
I live within God’s peace here
My soul is perfectly Bright
Life there is but a chapter
Of a book that carries on
I’m just on the next page now
I really am not gone
The Angels up in Heaven
Help me watch you as you live
Your life there isn’t over yet
You have so much to give
Your life there will touch others
Just as my life there touched you
So be sure to touch them softly
And place love within their view
Just know this will make sense someday
We will look back and smile
You are just merely passing through
We only stay there for a while
So please hold on to my love
As you walk through life each day
And know that I am right here
And Right here, I’ll always stay