I am sorry to hear about your dad. Different people have different ways to process grief. I had a friend whose grandfather died, and it worked better for her to visit him in his graveyard almost every day. But that hasn't always worked for a lot of people.

There are also others who get rid of the stuff owned by their loved ones who passed. That also is quite difficult for me. When my mom died, there were a lot of things that were hard for me to understand at that time.

All I know is that time heals all wounds. Just know that wherever your dad is right now, he loves you.