Just another late night rap session. Another late night, another uplifting verse... nawww just kidding, it's depressing as shit. Those are literally the only two "emotions" I have. Extremely inspired or extremely depressed. Never can really settle anywhere in between.
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Lyrics
How to have faith if doubt exists? When you’re not so positive
When your only sittin by your life, sick of watching it
How I lost my son and then my wife, I can not forget
Still feelin it, and if the tables turned, you would feel like shit
had this pain for so long, will never forgive what that bitch did
Maybe it’s for the best, maybe I’m not supposed to have a kid?
Maybe I’m possessed, feels like I’m stuck under a gravel pit
I think I’m going crazy, I need to pack up on a travel kit
It’s not about a feelin, I don’t have those anymore
It’s about something to look to, when you’re getting off the floor
They say let go, let god, give all this shit to the lord
And I still try, even though I don’t believe anymore
I'm not the devil, I just do what I feel
I just wanna touch my soul, and prove that it’s real
from a former child’s future, visions of playin in fields
I just want to find a place where there’s happiness still
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