Sorry my friend, I do NOT consider this babble, if anything, this is the reality of the majority of people who come through the Hive gates.
You did a magnificent job of articulating the cold realities of the early Hive mind, and the dilemnas presented with the lack of RC. I sincerely do believe you will be here for quite awhile, or as long as it can hold up. Good on you!!!
And it is also an extreme pleasure to have you as a mod in The Terminal as well!
Keep up the awesome work!
James - hhym