You ruined your reputation here by your own choices and actions. You can build a positive reputation instead by being the kind of content creator others want to support. Stop spamming irrelevant rants in the comments everywhere. Engage in genuine conversation instead to build real relationships. You need to earn upvotes instead of the downvotes your behavior has warranted ever since the first time I recall you crossing my path.

It isn't really the definition of insanity, but you keep doing the same thing and expecting a different outcome. People don't want to see you reply to their posts with your self-centered comments and false accusations about people who dared confront your misbehavior here. Almost everyone else has just stopped trying to communicate because you seem impervious to reason.

I know you won't believe me, but I really do want you to succeed. You just need to choose a better path. It's like you're accelerating south while loudly complaining the road never takes you north. Turn around! Stop playing the victim. Own up, learn, and be genuinely better. You may need to start over with a new profile at this point to have a clean slate.

I can explain it to you, but I can't understand it for you. If you continue to spam, I will continue to downvote.