You made, what, 22 replies to this post alone so far? None were relevant to the topic at hand. That is spam. That pattern of behavior is why people downvoted you, and why I downvote you. Your behavior here is the real reason your reputation is negative. You see the root problem every time you look in the mirror, but you can also choose to improve yourself today. You need to find a way to rebuild broken trust by reinventing yourself as a genuine conversationalist, which is an absolutely Herculean task, or else start over and turn over a new leaf with a new account name.