I haven't been playing much violin in the past couple weeks...

And I think it's because I needed to give myself that time in order to integrate what I've learned from the three ceremonies I did a couple weeks ago (Kambo, Ayahuasca, and Bufo). In doing those ceremonies, I was able to see my true, unlimited potential...and it was actually kinda scary! That knowledge led me to actually fear picking up my instrument again because I was afraid of not being able to play at what I now know is my true potential, as silly as that sounds.

This song @classical-music song, "Liebeslied" in German, directly translates to "Love Song", and was able to provide the comfort and good memories I needed to be able to pick up the violin again. I used to play this song a lot for weddings with my Mom accompanying me on piano. Playing it again made me realize that I've been missing that connection with my Mom. I've been struggling to communicate some of the changes I've been going through and the discoveries I'm experiencing with words. Maybe it's time for us to make some music together so that we can communicate using that common wavelength again.

Stay tuned ;)

Jackie O

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