{{{ hugs }}}

I lost my Dad in 1997. Before, I couldn't imagine life without him in it and yet.... life has still gone on. Mom is 89 and appears to be in good condition for her age. She will be 90 in May. I cannot imagine life without her in it....

I agree, there is something weird, but weird isn't the right word, of how things can be happening that are devastating your life and yet the rest of the world still goes on at the same time.

I'm sorry you are having to go through this now.