I have a much better way to not lose those fractured thoughts that I "may" want to expand on later, I jot them down quickly. After doing this for years, I find them scattered here and there, everywhere, in note books, on scraps, in piles.... ha ha... I am being funny. I do jot them and then still forget them till I come across them accidentally again. I sometimes think about a time when I am gone and someone else is tasked with going through all my "stuff" Most will be trashed, but if someone is looking through to make sure nothing of importance is pitched, I think about them wondering why I wrote so many bits and pieces of things and kept them.... everywhere !

I'm going to get to them one day and expand..... yeah... I'm know, I'm laughing about that myself right now.

I never think I have to defend what I say about how I think or feel. No matter whether it makes sense to others when I say it, it is very real to me. I am living it ! You express yourself about things much better than I do. Our experiences and views are not all the same, so it's ok if not everyone understands.