All her life she never wanted to fall in love with anyone. She witnessed how love broke some people she knew. Every man who invited her for a date, she declined all of them. All she did is focus on her career.
Getting old, and many of her friends are getting married. She's often the maid of honor or even one of the bridesmaids. Everyone asking when she will get married someday. It annoys her, but there are realizations that she's all alone while her friends already have a happy family.
Her worries about heartbreak hindered her to have a happy life, and a possible family. She's already known for declining men, and men never dared to court her. She crossed her 40s, and she wanted to get married like her friends. Already at her 50s, she's still single, and still hoping to find the man of her life.