Sorry to hear bro. Like I stated to you in discord. It was very sad news to me. I know how hard you were trying to get all of the money needed. Just be strong. Take care of your family and pay it forward. Don't be like your friend you told me about. Brighten people's lives bro. Make memories that last beyond your lifetime. Go down a legend in your own way. Take all of the things you have learned from you stepmom and put them to practice. Celebrate her life. She will watch from the other side cheering and applauding you from the other side.