Viajando dentro de mi con la musa y Billie Eilish. Cover @itzchemay...

Hola Hiver's feliz inicio de semana. Hoy les traigo uno de los tema de Billie Eilish que más amo escuchar. En mi caso "Idontwannabeyouanymore" es como esa lucha interna contra tu espejo, cuando las inseguridades pretenden vencerte, o cuando la sensibilidad debe ser escondida. Muchas veces siento que debo cambiar radicalmente para sobrevivir a lo que me rodea, pero también sé que si lo hago, perdería todo de mi y lo que soy.

Hello Hiver's happy start of the week.
Today I bring you one of Billie Eilish's songs that I love listening to the most.
In my case "Idontwannabeyouanymore" is like that internal struggle against your mirror, when insecurities try to defeat you, or when sensitivity must be hidden.
Many times I feel that I must change radically to survive what surrounds me, but I also know that if I do, I would lose everything about me and who I am.

La cultura del envase al parecer sigue gritando fuerte, mientras la esencia se diluye rápidamente hasta quedar, solo ecos de ella. Las aristas de mi que no callan, salen ruidosas de mi garganta, sonando torpe y caóticamente en espacios que solo quieren escuchar mentiras que adulen. Se que adaptarme sería más fácil, pero es algo que me cuesta mucho hacer.

The culture of packaging seems to continue shouting loudly, while the essence is quickly diluted until only echoes of it remain.
The edges of me that won't shut up, come out loudly from my throat, sounding clumsy and chaotic in spaces that only want to listen to lies that flatter.
I know that adapting would be easier, but it's something I have a hard time doing.

Y cuando callo, me quedo absorta en medio de mis libros y la música. Me ayuda el estar rodeada de mis hijos, y los sonidos de la naturaleza, rodeada de su verde majestuoso y sus sonidos mágicos. Creo que la soledad me ha hecho más introspectiva.

And when I am silent, I am absorbed in the midst of my books and music.
It helps to be surrounded by my children, and the sounds of nature, surrounded by its majestic greenery and magical sounds.
I think solitude has made me more introspective.

Hay cosas de mi que disfruto tanto, mientras hay otras que solo están para doler. La músa y su poder para tener esa llave que abre y cierra espacios de ti , sin pedir permiso.

There are things about me that I enjoy so much, while there are others that are only there to hurt.
The music and its power to have that key that opens and closes spaces in you, without asking permission.

Por cierto por un momento el gato 🐱 casi arruina la grabación del vídeo por estar cazando mariposas y moscas que por la lluvia y la siembra están algo alborotadas 🫣🥴. Pero el video se salvó, solo obvien la parte donde sonó algo raro y pongo caras de 😒🥴😠.

By the way for a moment the cat 🐱 almost ruined the video recording because he was chasing butterflies and flies that because of the rain and the sowing are a bit rowdy 🫣🥴.
But the video was saved, just skip the part where it sounded a little weird and I put faces of 😒🥴😠.

"idontwannabeyouanymore"
(Billie Eilish)
Don't be that way
Fall apart twice a day
I just wish you could feel what you say
Show, never tell
But I know you too well
Got a mood that you wish you could sell
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
If I love you was a promise
Would you break it if you're honest?
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you anymore
Hands getting cold
Losing feelings, getting old
Was I made from a broken mold?
Hurt, I can't shake
We've made every mistake
Only you know the way that I break
If teardrops could be bottled
There'd be swimming pools filled by models
Told a tight dress is what makes you a whore
If I love you was a promise
Would you break it if you're honest?
Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you
I don't wanna be you anymore

Source : (Idontwannabeyouanymore-Billie Eilish)[https://www.letras.com/billie-eilish/idontwannabeyouanymore/]

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video edited in CapCut and Inshot. The English translation is courtesy of DeepL.}😍🙏🤗🌼