Life is Generally fun and unpredictable due to some fears. Especially as it concerns the future.
There are so much fears and concerns I have as a person and as human living in an uncertain world.
Fears are imaginary. It comes as a result of ignorance or uncertainty about a particular thing especially if you know the experiences of others regarding the same matter. As a Christian, I also know that fear is a spirit. The devil can bring the spirit of fear upon a man.
Even with my level of confidence as a person there are still things I am afraid of and I want to talk about the biggest fear I have.
One of my greatest fear in life is the fear of loosing my parents. I know death is inevitable and natural call which everyone must obey regardles. However, its still gives me great fears and concerns to know that one day I won't see them any more. Their presence in my life and that of my family has been so significant and comforting. It feels so good to still have them around. I call them for advice sometimes, I visit regularly just to learn and laugh not to talk of nice delicacies prepared by my mum.
To think that I will one day miss all of these is heartbreaking.
The fear sometimes come upon me in a way that if I get to hear my phone ring in the night and I see that it's my parents calling, i get so scared. I usually pick up their call with anxiety thinking what they would probably say. Especially when they have health challenges.
Parents are so special and unique. They show natural, unbiased, priceless and unconditional Love. Though I know it's a reality that they would one day leave the stage, I'm still scared to come in terms with that reality.
I remember some years ago when I lost a very close family member to the cold hands of death. It took me months to come out of the shock and fear. My mind couldn't process the whole situation. It was quite a sad one.
I know many families have experienced this. I can only pray for God to console and comfort everyone going through pain due to the loss of a love one.
We are thought not be afraid of death as it is an inevitable reality, while I agree with this totally, the pain of loosing a love one cannot be quantified.
Coming to terms with the fact that you're not going to see them any more is really hard. But what can we do? absolutely nothing. We only have to accept reality, adjust and move on with life.
There's nothing new under the sun. What you have gone through or what you will go through in life, someone or people have already been there and so there's always need to draw inspiration from them and learn. Encourage yourself, fear is only but a mirage. The closer you get to it the more it vanishes.
Thank you for reading I am 
