This is another excerpt from my book on raw food and starvation. Which I do not yet know - as I will name. Maybe, "My experiments with the body"?
I want to tell you that if you imagine yourself thin and beautiful, you will become such. Just turn on the visualization and everything will turn out.
I chose Monica Bellucci for visualization, imagining myself as skinny and beautiful as she. And for a week my visualization was successful. Walking past the mirror and glancing at myself, I saw Monica. If you looked directly - just yourself, but become more beautiful.
And then the difficulties began. I visualized something well. But, with hand on heart, answer, what is the most notorious role Monica? Now everyone who reads me, remembered the same 9 minutes of screen time, when she became a victim of rape in the transition.
Monica told in one interview how people started to go out of the cinema room during the premiere show, and her husband Vincent Kassel, after watching this scene, rushed to look for her, and when found, he began to apologize hotly before her and almost cried until she said : "Calm down, please, Vincent! It's a movie".
And so, walking along one southern city last summer, I imagined myself a thin, sultry Italian lady until I went down into the transition. In this city was only one transition. But I rented an apartment for the railway and went to the sea through it. And there I remembered all this horror in the transition with Monica and the desire to visualize from me was lost. I'm not a masochist.
I visualized myself Monica Bellucci ten days. And then new difficulties began to open up.
It turned out that I do not want such a big face like hers. I'm satisfied with my, small. It turned out that Monica has large legs and arms. She in general, with a very close examination was the biggest me, I did not want to be like her. I was in a state of confusion. Monica always liked me! Then I realized that she liked me not because I wanted to be like her, but I just liked it. I'm an artist - I like men and women.
I needed another object for visualization. Looking on the Internet, I realized that the most cool legs of Jennifer Aniston. I took them as a basis during the visualization. And then, when it was necessary to represent everything else, I stalled. Big Monica did not inspire me, as a role model, but I could not find another sample. I generally understood that I like myself.
My small family of changes in my appearance did not see. And then the landlady called me. We had to meet at the nearest post office. I took the money and went to a meeting. She saw me a month ago.
We stood and talked when she suddenly said: "Oh, how beautiful you are! I did not see you then! "And I realized that visualization is working. Imagine yourself thin, and yes even beautiful means to become such. Numerous ladies on dieta take home this.
