Sometimes I just need to get these feelings out even if no one is listening ... or nobody cares
3 AM is the loneliest time
The entire world around me is at rest and here I am wide awake contemplating the existential dread and the void I can never fill
This grief is sitting in my chest and I feel like I can't breathe
I can't sleep anymore
I go to bed and lay there for hours and sleep just won't come
The doctor told me to take Melatonin
I tried that last night
Took 2 pills
I felt the tingling sensation of sleepiness in my body
But my mind would not feel it
Not getting any sleep combined with grieving is making me feel like I'm going crazy
Like an existential crisis on crack
Anyway, this is some digital art I made by layering some Artbreeder creations in Photoshop