Today, I don't want to post something on this platform. But then I just start writing some words. Sometimes you feel alone and you want someone. But then you realize there is no one. This kind of timing and realities are harsh but that is what life is. We have happy moments and then sad realities with us. Every human being has a place in our life. People are gone but the memories are always closest to our hearts.
One sad and harsh reality of living abroad is that you get used to it. Whenever someone departed to the next world from my family and friends from my country. I got a message and it scared me the most. Whenever I see lots of missed calls and messages on my phone in the early morning and I get out of bed due to the vibration of my cell phone my heart just skips a beat. I know from inside that something is wrong. The story of today. I read the news of someone's dismissal from the family. It is the time when you feel left out. You try to contact others but they don't receive a call and don't read the messages because obviously, they are busy. That is the major consequence of living in a different country. But then you need to admit that things will happen without you. Now, you have no choice but to be practical and put your emotions aside. I think it is hard for those who are alone in the country. The family who is together with each other get some strength by holding each other. That is what we call a family. But the person who is alone needs to be strong. We come alone in this world and go alone to the other world. Accept it.
Blood relations are important I admit but some relations are also formed naturally by marriages, by neighborhood and by making friends. One thing I admit is that people who are living in foreign countries when meet their countrymates become so close. One thing which makes me relax many countrymates around me are supportive and available for any help. When they hear some sort of depressing news and know that you are alone here. They are ready for help and give you a pretty much confidence that they are available at every time. When your relatives don't attend your calls they are available for you. Isn't amazing. I am glad that I am surrounded by such lovely people.
I don't know what I wrote above as my mind is absent but all words are just from my heart. I hope you can understand. See you soon Insha Allah. Stay positive.