Hello @rem-steem ,

I hear you and I know a lot of other Steemian's hear you too. I know the days of "what am I doing this for", but yet, still I continue :)

Being lost, is kind've of the experience we all get on the blockchain. There is so so much going on. It is an amazing amount of creativity, but overwhelming at the same time. You will find your niche eventually. It might not even be making videos or posts, you could earn by playing games or trading Scot tokens. Steem is far far more than just w social media blog post and evolving all the time.

In terms of focus, have a look at the different tribes. If you like any of them, you can add their tag to your posts. Then you can also earn their tokens. These you can trade on Steem-engine for other tokens, bitcoin and even silver ingots! You can set things up, where you can invest in virtual token miners and earn passive incomes from it.

It might be good to take a step back from Steem for a couple of days. Regroup and come back in. Please feel free to ask anything about Steem. I will do my best to reply.