I can understand your frustration. It hurts when you buy the tokens at such a high price. I can understand the pinch. But there are two ways to make it right. You can start curating the pob content and use your #pob power or you can also try and buy them at lower prices and average it out. Now about the airdrop, I believe it was based on the contribution to the community of #pob and that is the reason why you may have missed it.