This comic gif was found after I got inspired by a very deep and brainfull conversation yesterday evening. Or night. It was about buttons. Partly. Unfortunately I thought it was time to go to sleep and couldn't continue the conversation. Although I tried, but now that I've checked how things are in the morning, it seems I failed. But I promise you all this, the failure I encountered last night won't stop me from trying to continue conversations in the future after I've fallen to sleep. Practice makes perfect and those who try hard shall succeed and every time a door closes a window opens and don't loose your head and another one bites the dust and and and there are so many buttons to be pushed. Endless task.
There is a big white space.
A big white space.
White space.
Space.
The final frontier.
Comic from there --> https://www.mrlovenstein.com/comic/921
Playing with cats.
It's entertaining.
You really get connected when playing with cats.
Connected with your inner self.
Soul, some might call it.
I sometimes call it the depths of hell.
You understand things in various different ways you never though was even possible.
My apartments floor plan is really neat. You can walk from the kitchen to the living room to the tiny hallway or vestibule I never knew that kind of word existed or what ever that is called in mediocre sized apartments where you take your jacket and shoes of and leave them there and there's no other use for that space than gather sand from outside and bring it there, on the floor, and again to the kitchen and to the living room and to the vestibule and to the kitchen.. never changing direction. Over and over again. Round and round we go. Always clockwise. Or counterclockwise if you want to be different and choose to have a dramatic change in your life. Today. Right here. Right now.
That comes in handy when playing with cats. You go round and round and drag some cat toy after you. Round and round. Round and round. Round and round we go.
Round 1
You think this time surely the cats will follow you.
Round 2
They look really exited, they played with you just a moment ago.
Round 3
Surely they will.
Round 4
Soon...
Round 5
Soon...
Round 6
Soon...
Round 7
Oh my, there some dust on the microwave.
Round 8
I should grab a cloth to wipe the dust. Make myself useful while I'm playing.
Round 9
Because soon they will come and attack the toy going round and round.
Round 10
Kitchen table also. Wipe that. And the desc in the living room.
Round 11
Aah. What's the point.
Round 12
Nobody loves me.
Round 13
I am useless.
Round 14
What is life than endless rounds of the same thing.
Round 15
Perpetual repetition.
Round 16
Forgotten days of the same.
Round 17
Days lost
Round 18
Trying to please others
Round 19
Achieving everything as soon as possible
Round 19
Then trying to stay forever fresh
Round 19
Trying to prove to other people that you matter
Round 19
Trying to prove that you can change, although you also have to stay the same
Round 19
Justify your being here
Round 19
make yourself useful
Round 19
adjust by others
Round 19
climb to the next level
Round 19
but stay the same as always
Round 19
become wiser but not older
Round 19
look astonishing no matter if you are on the verge of killing yourself
Round 19
beautiful corpse
Round 31
smile
Round 32
smile
Round 33
fucking smile!
Round 34
speak
Round 35
fucking speak!
Round 36
Now I hear it!
Round 37
Someone is speaking to me!
Round 38
It says...
Round 39
"push the button"
Round 40
"PUSH THE BUTTON"
Round 41
"PUSH THE BUTTON RIGHT NOW!"
Round 42
and I'm pushing the button as hard as I can
Round 43
in my shirt
Round 44
in my chest
Round 45
it hurts
Round 46
but who am I to judge the voice
Round 47
"I'm pushing it, I'm pushing it", I shout
Round 48
but nothing happens
Round 49
it's in my head
Round 50
The voice of Joanna Newsom starts to make sense
Round 51
...aaaaaawesome...
Round 52
I see dead people
Round 1 to the other direction
I am going to die
Round 2
Surely I will soon puke my guts out
Round 3
Oh, things start to look clearer.
Round 4
Cats be like: "What are you doing human?"
Round 5
Should stop.
Round 6
Really should.
Round 7
Are they really not going to play with me?
Round 8
Have to try.
Round 9
Ngnh...
Round 10
I really should stop.
Not round 11
Cats: "Why did you stop human? This was starting to be fun."
Not round 12
Cats: "We will poo and pee to your food if you don't continue."
Not round 13
Me: "I'll take my chances. Just a reminder, I'm the only one feeding you."