I was thinking of posting this to On Chain Art but the words in the description, especially "Fine Art" and the fact that all the posts there are so freakishly good and awesome compared to mine that I thought that my shit drawing does not belong there. After thinking how bad I am at art and drawing and inking and thinking and drinking and eating and clothing and breathing and even being, I thought for a moment that my head will now explode because of the shear pain that thinking how shit I am with every single little and big thing that I can think of, I thought that I would resolve my problem just by discarding the thought of posting to On Chain Art and post it to somewhere else. To prevent me from killing myself. So now what you are saying is that it would be better that I should just post to On Chain Art, even if it causes my early death.

The real question is, is my drawing fine art?
Is it even art?

No, seriously, I was just thinking that I could post this to somewhere else than art community as in my opinion the story is more important in it than the drawing. :)

But I couldn't post it to The Ink Well Community because they would think that I posted there by accident because they think that I think that it's about art made with ink. Which I don't. Think. It's about short stories. So I can't post there because I think they would think that I'm an idiot. Which I am, but not that kind of an idiot. Because I can read. And when thinking about my story, is it too short? A place for short stories but not as short as mine.

You see now how difficult it is to be me with my thoughts. The OCD community was just a good escape thingy for me. An easy solution because there are so many options and I'm afraid that I break different community rules.

But I will try to do it right the next time. :)

(No I won't, I'm just saying that so that we all can go and watch TV and forget that this thing happened. My head with it's thoughts prevents me from doing the right thing. Always.)