Crypto gold deliverer, information please

I know it existed, but can't find them anymore, I must admit I even forgot their name, which makes things hard for any google inquiry :).

I am actively looking for a Precious metal providers that accepts to deliver in Western Europe when paid in Cryptos.

I found Bitgild, but never worked with them and would like to know if they are trustable.

I do not trust hosted metals, I want the product here in my secured safe :)

Thank you very much for any information.

Let's see where we can go.
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