Hi, guys!
Yesterday I decided to share playing the piano, and I was very pleased that some of you liked what I am doing.
But now it so happened that the saxophone has become my main instrument. I didn’t plan it, I didn’t even imagine that it would be like that, it just happened. Therefore, today I will insert a short video with him in the post.
Do you know what's interesting? I have a nervous face tic. This is a consequence of the use of antipsychotics for the treatment of manic-depressive psychosis, it is called tardive dyskinesia. Most likely, this feature will remain with me forever. Sometimes the eyebrow twitches only slightly, so I don't even notice it, and sometimes it turns into a painful process that makes me very angry. This happens most often when I am nervous. And, naturally, I start to get even more nervous, and from this the tic only intensifies.
But it disappears immediately as soon as I start playing musical instruments or singing. Perhaps this is partly due to the fact that I am completely focused on another occupation, or maybe it's just the magic of music. Now my tic is especially strong, and I try to play more to relieve my condition.
Yesterday my husband and I went to a hustle class, and he again brought up the topic of the need for a psychotherapist. He himself has been dealing with his own for quite some time. I finally agreed. The fact is that when I want to do this, there is never a specialist at hand. And most of the time, I just don't want to.
A friend of mine suggested an online recruiting service for me, and I really liked the idea. I also really liked the fact that they offer LGBT friendly psychotherapists. I myself am 80% heterosexual, but it is very important for me that the therapist is friendly to sex minorities, I have many such friends and I love them very much.
I hope to sign up for the first session today. And I hope everything goes well.
See you in the next post!
Love, Inber