So, do you think this "El" God - YVHV is in fact the God of Creation or- perhaps - an alien entity that showed up here on earth and created an alien hominid hybrid - which is human? Otherwise how could it be accounted for YVHV acting like an alcoholic father in the way He treats His children? Being that my mother is Jewish, I feel that I have the right to ask this question of you... it's simply something I struggle with and this is not meant as an insult to you or your faith - it is meant to open a dialogue so that I might gain some insight.