wow I am sorry to hear this... although it is my experience as an artist. I have quit doing art for what I call fake green paper - I do it for free, or barter, or steem or sbd, or crypto, or if someone wants to give me usd I will take it - but I get paid by the Universe to make art and I don't really "understand" "art" anymore with the way the world is now - with no morals and everything for sale - I literally can't be sensitive as an artist and participate in what the marketplace has become... so I don't.

I have my personal beliefs about why this is right now, but I have done a lot of work and research and soul-searching to understand what is going on in the world right now that produce this result and how I fit into it, and what position I want to deal with it from...

I have concluded that for me, to not be a victim of it, that I can't change it from within, that I will live outside of it and command my freedom by creating my own reality as an artist - allowing the Universe to bring me what I need instead of me promoting myself in the old way.

To me, Art in it's original form, was about connection with God, and then it got co-opted into decoration, but what is needed now is visionary leaders that use art as it was originally intended...to connect with the Power of the Divine to turn the tides... and not for fiat currency which perpetuates extinction...even crypto exists in the hierarchy which is the slave system of haves and have-nots...