You feel the need for community, you are at a Crossroads – brought on by the career thing – and the current world situation – and you are seeking distraction in sex and bad habits, which is adding to the confusion – you have some fear of financial insecurity but you also know that it’s useless to worry about that and you have made enough money for now – so the next phase is about your Wild Heart -
An old friend of mine, Malley Bragg-Heinlein who lives in Sawkill, wrote a song – Wild Heart – sometime you might see her play out at one of the local clubs – ask her to sing that song – anyway – it’s your song – You have a special connection to animals and nature and you must go to it. If you are blocked – pray for the ability reconnect.
I don’t have to tell you much about this – I don’t feel – you know what I am talking about. It’s just a matter of getting out there and doing it.
Querant says"You’ve read me well, it’s amazing how many times I ask the universe to bombard me with what I know. I’ve been taking long walks, feeding the animals. It’s all coming, fighting it less and less.
I understand your reading except for your take on the last oracle card, The Wild Heart. Could you elaborate if possible.
Also looking for an affordable cabin or cottage rental up here if you know have anyone who has property."
I reply: Wild Heart is YOU - you are a Nature Boy and you tried to fit into the city. i did it too - so I understand - 10 years in Manhattan in the 80s - and then I got out! But you have a gift with animals and Nature - like you can talk to them - maybe you could be an animal interpreter or something - I don't know. My boyfriend can do it too - he's clairvoyant in a different way than I am and he talks to his dogs, in English, but they respond in howls and yips - I love to watch it. He also talks to birds and other creatures... I want to learn it.
When you begin to pursue your calling all things will fall into place for you. I am going to give you a talisman I made for some one else that has worked for a few people to help them find a place to live which is right. Working with a talisman that has worked for others - makes it more powerful. In the same way the big corporations bombard us with their logos - the more people they get to buy into their product using their symbol the more powerful it becomes.
I can communicate with horses a bit - but my left brain, which is very clunky, gets in the way. I am best at reading through drawing. Wild Heart means that your true success will come once you embrace your connection with Nature and fully and pursue it. There are not that many of you out there so you are being called by the earth right now before it is too late. Most people feel locked out of Nature so they just ignore "it". They try to mold it to their ideas and they like to have pictures of it or make "open space' for it - but never work with it.
I am going to recommend a few books and things - first of all -
https://www.amazon.com/Behaving-God-All-Life-Mattered/dp/0927978245 there are some used for around $5 - this is a great book - and she started this garden in West VA called Perelandra - and she talks about how to talk to Nature and receive help in planting gardens - this is all based on Findhorn actually.
Also these books on the people who started Findhorn - they all talked to Nature Spirits and that's how Findhorn got started - now it's something else - but back then - it was amazing...
https://www.amazon.com/magic-Findhorn-Bantam-Book/dp/0553024639/ref=sr_1_9?dchild=1&keywords=findhorn&qid=1587481896&sr=8-9 there are some used for around $11
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B005ZK7JFY/ref=dbs_a_def_rwt_bibl_vppi_i0
https://www.perelandra-ltd.com/ She wrote some really interesting stuff about how to ask the White Brotherhood to help you heal yourself - and she wrote a lot of books about it M.A.P the medical assistance program - etc - about talking with Nature Spirits - at the time I was broke so i found a lot of the books used and also this woman - Theresa Crabtree- wrote her own version and gives the stuff away for FREE - here: https://www.theresacrabtree.com/nature-spirits/ scroll to the bottom of the page for free ebooks.
I am going to make you a couple of Talismans. A lot of people are not asking for that and it is really the best part of this whole thing - it's a way out!
I went ahead and made this for you - if you want different ones - that's fine - but in order for you to be able to do what you do you definitely need a place to live up there - and I know affordibility is hard - which is one of the reasons why I moved to Denver in 2005.
I made you a talisman that says "I gracefully transition to a nourishing space" - I had made a talisman for someone else before using this phrase and they got an amazing space here in Denver, and I had made it into a necklace, and someone borrowed it for a few weeks and boom immediately found a great house for themselves and their family so I adjusted it for you -
"I gracefully transition into a nourishing space"
By saying that you gracefully transition to a nourishing space - that gives God/The Universe a chance to get you the perfect place that you can afford - if we start getting into all that and where it's located, etc - it limits God. You want a nourishing space where you can be near or in the woods-ish or wherever is the best place - and that is affordable -
From there you will really be able to get into what you are supposed to be doing.