I miss the old me. Although, I want to say that I haven't change much, time has showed that I've become a different person. Looking back, I was that loner kid who refuses to talk to anybody because I don't like talking. Literally, I thought back then that I should not waste my energy dealing with unnecessary things in life. It was like moving away from people that could potentially distract me from reaching my goals.

We don't live a wealthy life and my parents had to sacrifice a lot just to get us through the day. And that realization had rooted in my desire to achieve the dreams to help then when it's my turn. I was a young boy full of ambition but I never showed it to anyone. Emotions are necessary but I kept them inside. I was not bothered if someone likes or dislikes me. I chose to be like that because I know that because consequences always come afer.

But as I've experienced so many things growing up, I began to behave different. I've known how to be happy and sad. My perception and judgements changed, so as my habits. I was negligent that I began to forget my conception of life when I was young. And because of all that, I can't regret the things I wanted to regret. But I know, I should be thankful for the experience. I wouldn't know if can understand this turn of events if I hadn't become like this.