Ooh, @leemah1, this is a very sincere post, it has made me so emotional but I just want to let you know that

"it's not over, until it's over"

There are still opportunities to thrive above where you are now or where the uncertainties of life has kept you.

"There's still light from the dark tunnel"

"The Sun will still shine, after the heavy rain fall".

Just keep bearing your dream at heart, don't give up, you never can tell what life still holds in stock for you.

Thank you for sharing, good night 😊.