Thank you Edith for sharing your story. Infidelity is never a light thing to deal with. And I'm glad to read that you have overcome what you've been through.

It sounds like we have a bit similarity when it comes to coping or dealing with anger, keeping silent, not wanting to talk to anybody, not eating until we come to a point where we just burst in tears.

I do not know if this can be said here but if I enter feeling of wanting to hurt him,

I think it's okay to say this here in the blockchain, it is supposed to be uncensored so I believe there's nothing to worry about hehe. It's not like you are going to do it to him :)

Eating chocolates and not gaining weight... Hmmm, I'm beginning to think we're alike in more things, lol! Chocolate is also my to-go snack anytime of the day and no matter how much I eat, my weight stays the same hehe. I'm actually looking for food supplements to make me gain some weight but have not found one yet, lol!

!LADY