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Dear future self,
I am given the opportunity to write to you, have never thought of doing this before but it happened, had to make findings because of how clueless I was at the moment.
But I am grateful I am given a chance to express myself, I feel scared writing for unknown reasons . The letter is directed to my late twenty year old self
And it reads
Their alot of things I want you to remember
I want you to remember how scared you were when you wanted starting college cause you didn't want to be a failure, you had wide dreams, I hope you lived to it. I want you to remember how independent you wanted being, finding something to do no matter stressful and down grading it was just incase you didn't want to bother your parent or guys before you got looked down on by them, even if your not extremely rich I hope you have enough to give yourself the baby girl's treatment you so desired.
I want you to remember you traveled less presently didn't go to places people of your age did, hope you've gotten the life tour of your dreams. I want you to remember you were scared of loving anyone whole hearted cause you believed nobody would really love you the way you needed, you know how soft hearted and loving you could be I hope you've found someone to hold you close to his heart for life, I hope his a nice guy, he treats you well and respect you, you should do same remember.
You were scared of becoming a bad mom, but I trust the woman you have become your children will be lucky to have you . I want you to remember how you were constantly reminded how fat you will become, hope you hit the gym and proven them wrong, you waist is still small and sexy.
One of your desires was to take very good care of momma I hope you've actually done that, she always wanted her beauty bone inside hope it is now.
You had written down a handful of things you wanted doing hope their all ticked.
You were scared of getting older because of the things and people you would lose on your way up.
Though this year was a little bit devastating and you didn't get to learn much but here's a few you got to know
| cannot tell how you are now
I just hope your less of an Ambivert, that your more respectful but that doesn't mean you should let others disregard you, I hope your still as beautiful as you use to be now even though you may age a bit , Your still kindhearted even if the world may have taught you one lesson or the other. I know your still strong willed, even though life has given you harder experiences than now you've pulled through,
I know your more intelligent, smart and left your childish attitude behind, I know you still take your religion serious you haven't departed from the ways you were trained.
I will always be proud of you I know
