I never felt so desperate about this platform before.
It may sound crazy coz I have seen a lot of them are too dedicated to this. And it's good. Why not? This platform can give a space to share and earn, at the same time.
I'm quite busy with my life. I do get some spare time but in that time I do my own thing. Like watching sports highlights, reviews of matches, or some TV shows. And give time to my family too. In all this, never thought too much about investing (I always think of wasting) time here.
But now for a while, my mindset changed. Now I think, the time I spend here is a good investment.
I don't know if it's a phase, I will pass soon.
But to be honest for the first time, I'm trying to make a positive mood. And when I do so, I feel so frustrated. Just look, how many votes I receive. It's not like I do much to receive more. But I certainly don't worth a zero vote too.
I know it's all about influence, engagement and all. I'm trying my best to invest more time here to make a difference. I'm holding my breath, I know it will take time.
I was writing and sharing some stuff lately. But they are not read by a single one nor getting any vote. It's frustrating. So maybe, I have to pause writing and do more engagement thing. I don't know.
Let's see what this desperate mindset can bring to me.
I don't know for how long I can hold myself from becoming frustrated.
Thanks for reading my post.
