Had a phone call from the hospital today and they’ve brought forward my appointment to next week. My appointment for the pathology results and the CT scan was supposed to be on the 14th but now it’s the 7th at 11.15am.
So now my head is thinking the worse. Why is it being brought forward? Is it bad news? Fuck!!!!!
Im normally a positive person and think everything will turn out alright but I’m shitting a brick.
The misses keeping positive. Perhaps the doctor wants some time off so he brought it forward. It is the summer after all!! Or the football seasons starts next week and he wants to watch it. Least I will know sooner rather than later and get over whatever news there is. I’ve been told to shut up by the misses as being an annoying prick.
I’m probably over thinking this and should have gone back to work this week but decided to stay off this week. Sitting next to 
I haven’t touched a drop of alcohol for two weeks I’m now thinking tonight’s the time to get drunk. Beer or wine or both maybe with a jack daniels shot.
