Steemmonsters : Find out about my mistakes

Hey steemmonsters battlers! About 24 hours ago in the sm server, @jacekw created a quote with the battle of mine and faiyazmahmud, where I was described as a thief, and now I try to highlight the value of the two battles. First of all, I apologize to all of you for that mistake. Now i want to describe the situation. Before i start the discussion, i should clear one thing, for all of your kind information, @faiyazmahmud is not my alt account, but also he is a good & close friend of mine.

The Issue

I was playing for a boost to go the top. So when i got matched with @faiyazmahmud in a battle, I was on a winning streak and my rating was 5593(4th place) in that time. And faiyaz were at the 3rd place with 5627 rating points. After being matched in that battle, i wanted to keep the winning streak and doesn't wants to lose. Maybe i could win or maybe i could lose that battle if we played fairly. But, since faiyaz is my friend i just tell him 'if you lose the game, i could go to the 3rd place.' Even i was not sure if he will do it or not, because he was also in good position in the leaderboard. But then i see he surrendered by putting only 2 cards which was worthless in that battle. If i knew he will surrender the battle, i would take earth splinter because i had the quest with earth splinter. So, it was the story behind first battle.

Screenshot of first battle against @faiyazmahmud
2nd battle

And after couple of battles again i got him in ranked battle. And this time he said 'go win', so i take earth splinter to complete my quest. But I didn't said to lose him again.

about hossainbd

I playing @beeyou account since three seasion in tourney and hossainbd is a delegation deck which i got from @beeyou When they was talking about my battle in sm server she dm me immediately that time but I was sleeping because I had a duty in the morning because of which I could not answer but when I woke up, there was a huge story, so I was silent all day, Ive was somewhere I did not even talk about the issue and i got a tag "cheater"

My opinion about the issue

I apologize once at the beginning, still forgiving because I made a mistake, I do not know if someone has done the wrong past? I do not care if anyone do, because I am wrong I should be punished, and I have already been convicted - I received downvote all my posts in one week

And then our teammate @simplymike and coach @davemccoy talked about this issue in sm server then i got three upvote from @tipu I still do not know who gave them? Because I did not ask them, but after four hours I got two down-votes from @decuration again.
I do not understand yet, what's going on? Why did they give me upvote, and why did downvote again? The first downvote was for my mistake, I did not have any problems there, but why the second downvote? I just really tired of this issue

Can you people solve it? If not then tell me what should I do?