Disclaimer : Please these words are not for you but my crush, so guide your heart from beating too fast (will this even make someone's heart beat fast? Let's see) .
I've never thought I'd be part of the few to experience what people call the love at first sight. In fact I hardly believe it was still possible until that the day you walked pass me with your friends, I felt your soft skin because you mistakenly bumped into me, clearly the conversation was so interesting to you and I just couldn't get your smiles and laughter from my head ever since then.
You know, I love singing a lot and whenever I sang perfect by Ed Sheeran, you are all I can think of, the lyrics of that song make me wish you could sing them for me but I knew I'd be the one to sing it for you since I know you are not a good singer, smiles.
You remember the day you held me when I almost fell while we were going home, that day was what made my day and I kept wishing I could fall again because I know you won't want to let me fall.
I hated the fact that you saw me as just a classmate, but then what can I do, I guess it's because I haven't told you how I feel about you. The truth is, you are just the one I want to talk with every time even though I don't like too much.
If there is anything I don't want to see or hear is you being worried, I always act like I don't care but it hurts me so much deep down especially when I realize I can't help you out.
I remember the day when you didn't come to the class, I felt so worried that I had to go to your house (yes I followed you home one day, sorry) when you saw me and I acted like I was looking for something, well the truth was, I was actually looking for you and when I heard your voice, it was then I felt better and because I don't want to get too emotional and get caught by you that I have feelings for you, I did not stop but just sent you a wave.
I literally admire every single thing about you and I'm so much interested in anything that concerns you. I want to know your favorite Color(s), your favorite food, your favorite series, your favorite song if any and just anything that has to do with you.
In this part of our world I know it's kind of ridiculous for a girl to ask a guy out but then I just feel like I don't really care anymore, I like you a lot and I just want you to know that. This might sound somehow but I would love you to be my bestie. I'm not so good with words, I'm not sure if what I've said are the right words but I know what I feel for you keeps getting real everyday and I really can't keep holding it in.
This piece was inspired by one of the topic of this weekend by 
Until next time, stay AWESOME!!!
