Your thoughts and experiences are very much relateable. Someone once told me that most times these things happen as a result of lack. When we know we have limited access to certain things, we usually handle them differently.

The stronger our lack of something, the more we want to pursue after it. The only time we don’t pursue after it is if we no longer feel that lack for it.

Journaling is one activity that I admire a lot in people that engage in it. Chatting with people offline is just as fun too.