Children are gift from God so I will say it's a blessing, you just have to learn from that situation and advice others so they will be more careful and not make the same mistakes in the future. God has made you a teacher since you failed to be a student and learn from others who have been there before.

Now it's your turn to advise others who are about making similar mistakes as yours and share your experiences with them so they won't make the same mistake as you. You giving advice to them and they listen, is something to be happy about.

No matter how hard it is now for you, God is still providing you with all you need to care for your family, you just have to keep learning and improving on yourself.

I'm so sorry if I might have been too straightforward with my words 🙏🥺.