Ha so relatable. It's kinda like saying "oh I see you're existing today - might you run a marathon?". I get the same ideas about the voice - you know when Phoebe in Friends was sick and her singing sounded so much sexier, so when she got well, she was trying to get sick again? Kinda like that. Except not really sexy in the first place :))

I'm glad you survived and that you wrote this.