I'm so glad you're returned and more importantly, that you are well, and seem to thrive. you're a joy to read, always. your post brought to mind the heavy accent Yoga (and perhaps affiliated belief systems) put on physical service -- cooking, cleaning, "acts of service", as we would call them in the West. Something I still find hard to understand, but who knows, perhaps that is where you are in your journey. May it not lead you astray. :) Beautiful writing, as ever, friend.