A lot in here my friend, there's a mantra I'm developing and thats the fact that I must constantly work on my self to improve and grow and to become cause if I do not a lot will be at stake against me ..weather we like it or not life is a fierce battle field and one must intentionally fight to stay alive if not become a victim and fall a prey to life's fate...because I don't want to be found wanting and to fail my race, I must keep up the struggle till I become atleast so they too wouldn't have to fight so hard for the common necessities of life,I wouldn't want my children to fight so hard that's why the sacrifice and provision must be made and on time.