I have done some little research
about moving out from sabah or malaysia.i dont know why im so eager to get out. Its been a long time i had a dream like this. Somehow i felt like what if i have a big sailing ship like Captain Jack Sparrow with his crew and his Beloved ship The Black Perl.
I just wanted to get out from here and sattle down in unknown peace place with a humble job like working in garden or working in Wallmart or something without anyone judgment. I want to live a normal live just like others. I want to wake up in a morning and start my day with good old coffee.
I found out that if you wanted to be a Permanent Resident in Australia you need to pay 15000k aud. i don't know either its illegal or legal. But if i have a chance i wanted to be a Permanent resident in Norway or Switzerland because its so calm and peaceful. All you can see is green and lots of water and mountain. It felt so Nature.
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The reason i can't move much is
Family come first. I don't feel it was like forcing me to stay but i love my family. I just planning this what if im alone and all... i might try go to another country to start a new chapter. i might be old at that time but hey atleast i felt happy.