These days I'm not so gentle. When it comes to animals and nature yes but I'm a mouthy degenerate for the most part HA HA. That's what choosing this path has done to me. It's mainly my living situation right now that has me frustrated. Until we are in our house things are still pretty overwhelming.

In my personal life I have no support. My wife says she does but she never makes any effort to want to learn more about this stuff. She is as institutionalized as everybody else. I sometimes think she only tolerates me because I had already made the decision to go this route before I moved here. She won't let me start protests putting myself out there either and that really has got me pissed off.

Life insurance policy or not it's time to raise Hell! For it is all these fuckers sitting back and doing nothing living in fear of this lawless corporate fascist government that I'm at war with. Which is exactly what the Founding Father's feared and why we have the 2nd Amendment. The "gray man" philosophy is fake activism. For it isn't those who do evil that are evil but those who sit back and do nothing to prevent the evil from taking over that are evil. Einstein said it himself. And that is the truth.

At the same time I guess it is good that I don't start protests because I would probably kill the first little Tide Pod eater or Trump fuck that tried assaulting me for being too radical. I'd smash their head on the pavement till I painted the sidewalk with their brains. I wish I could live stream it too HA HA. That's why as a joke I tell people that I've already got a rainbow straight jacket waiting for me when I get sent to Shutter Island. In case you don't know the movie, Shutter Island was a Leo Decaprio movie about an insane asylum for the criminally insane HA HA. Might be worth a watch if you haven't seen the movie. It has a sick shocking twist to it. But that's what makes this movie great!

Seriously though, I am glad to know you are supportive of me. Had it not been for the few of you that I network with on here that I even stick around. May we all have better days ahead of us.