I get it, don't worry haha. My struggle is more on the "serious" side.. since art for me = work, I have to take it seriously and I care about it too much. I am able to express my creativity in different ways while I'm not doing that, and this journal is one of them (aside from makeup and occassional photography of random stuff :D).

These things don't create anxiety for me since for me it's not "serious" and not related to work, but still need a creative outlet. Thank you for your words! <3