Omg Alejandra I feel so much the same! Reading your every words, I agree with all of them and can relate to them. I also realized that everything digital is so tiring and I'm going back to doing things with my hands too. And I also never felt belong in a place and I accepted that I will never belong in one lol.

I'm glad you found peace outside the city. That must have been a really big relief. Nice to read you're doing better and also back to studying. That's so awesome! Maybe you'll find where you belong, or maybe not, maybe you belong everywhere. :D