I think the main problem here is not being alone itself, it's the betrayal, putting others first, maybe expecting that the people she helped will pay her back in return not necessarily financially but being there for her when she's old. She invested on them, and it was a really bad one... That kind of betrayal will put me into depression too, just constantly blaming myself for the wrong decisions I've made when I was younger.

But yeah, we all need friends and support systems. I believe others can live alone and be fine with it because some people really can or thrive when they're alone but we all need to have someone to talk to every now and then. A lesson for us younger people. 😓